It has been a hard few weeks after the deaths of Alex and jackie.im not even close to caught up in school from missing days for the wakes and funerals, and im really not even close to okay either. Brian came home today, which is really great news, the hospital rented him one of the beds, because he is still unable to walk, what with the twelve (or more) bones he broke. he still has no feeling in his left arm, nore can he move it, but hes home. in a neck brace, casts, and stitched up, but hes home. hes being moved to sunnyview soon for physical therapy. i just hope he'll be okay without the morphine he was on.

hes holding up pretty well considering, but he still hasnt gotten any closure since the accident, seeing as how hes been hospitalized all this time.i dont know how hes going to handle all this change. im just so glad hes okay.

i thought i could write this, but i dont think i can handle it right now. ill fill you all in eventually.